Archive for August, 2013


She Waits

August 30, 2013

In waiting (2)

Far down as I could go

grounded again, does it show?

I am afraid to look up and see

My wings being cut from me

There comes a time in life

Where love cuts deeper from the dead of Knight

And, I am hanging on for dear life!

Splattering the blood every where

And, you didn’t care!

The take off’s and landings only left you with misunderstandings

You saw this coming too, because you knew I wouldn’t hide the truth

I could see right through the veil

And, then I lifted it, so YOU wouldn’t go to Hell…

Oh…you protected the wrong one love and you allowed me to bleed out

And,  I see the blood stained leaves

As I cleave to the ground, as our love drips all around me now

I felt the pain long before you

I held out, for only you

A dove… this I am

Stored in my heart,  a bloody painted engram

The color of red, wonder why?

Your lack of trust and you didn’t believe in me, so you said…

I was left bleeding profusely, and you left me there dead

You’re last words to me where to forgive myself?

FOR WHAT? Flying back into your life?

Planning to be your wife?

Taking care of your every need

Just so you could watch me BLEED?

Not protecting and not defending me

Or what you didn’t  care to SEE?

The TRUTH was right before you EYES

And not ONCE did you look to the SKIES

OR the BLUE in my eyes…

You finally found the real spirited person that was meant to be

In world created by THREE

GOD, you, and ME.

RIP my heart I say everyday

One day he’ll wake up to all the lies

To only find me at rest in the sky

My spirit will fly again someday

And…you’ll look up and find

I have gone away…

Right back to my Fathers house, and I will wait for you again

You’ll always be my best friend…

I love you, and I promised to always watch over you

You should of known that to be true, too.

Blood stained

Cheryl A33nn


My First My Last My Everything

August 27, 2013


Love skated into your heart, many years ago

It wasn’t the right timing, to let you know.

You’ve always questioned, who I am, and you still don’t understand.

I lifted the veil, to expose the truth, testing your love with living proof.

I am, biancadove, the white bird sent from, above. You didn’t really see into my heart

If you had, you’d seen the real message, this wouldn’t have torn us apart

I flew away, each time you didn’t believe

I couldn’t watch your heart, being deceived.

I came to teach you, real love, like Jesus, when he shed blood

His Angels, swooped onto HIM, and wiped his bloody skin. Wiped up, with the virgin white, linen.

Like the visions of droplets of blood,  onto the white snow

Didn’t you get it, you didn’t know? That was your fair warning… I had to go, then

The test was set before you, as HE worked, through me. To show you, real love, and what could of been.

We were made to sin, but the truth lies within

The words spoken. “It Is Finished”, wasn’t meant for, us to say…

when, our hearts shed blood together, that day

Its been a battle ground, to prove my love for you

Even though, I stood still, and saw you, throughout all the grief

You took a stance, and said, “I’ll give you five leaves/leafs

                       Simply, removing the veil, when all else failed. In what, he wanted you to see.

That no one is above error, in terror. We are all sinners, without doubt, harboring pain, and wanting it out.

I am, unforgettable. With a unique gift.

I am HIS daughter, you’re HIS son.

What have we done?

In Christ, I came to you, with a purpose, To love you like no other, lover. What the message you failed to see,

he lives inside of me.

Words unspoken, should never pierce the heart, Faith he taught us, from the start. That forgiveness, he expects from us, and above all else, HIS trust!  That this love HE set before you, is a love meant for us!

Cheryl A33nn



August 24, 2013

No matter how hard, I try to fly

I continually wipe a tear from my eye

Can you ever stop, and  look through my eyes

 JESUS CHRIST, come down from the sky!

Give  me hope,  my Heavenly Father

I constantly look up, for you to bless us

I have blended with him, in trust

Why?  Dear, Lord, you’ve grounded me, put me back, where I am,  suppose to just be

Grounded in love, flying beside thee’

By every written word,  in the book.  Why doesn’t he still know?

Why?  Can’t I fly, without letting go

He doesn’t see?   Nor allowing you, to do the rest

to lay down, your best

Someday, Jesus, when I sit with you

I will, ask. What didn’t I do?

I did, everything for you, with glory running through my soul,

still my heart bleeds, he’s thinks he’s got the control

Every part of me, intertwines with  him

Be still, I shall be. Please make these broken wings, fly free



The Sting Of Love

August 23, 2013

Written words…. don’t pierce me, you said.

Words not spoken, now I am dead.

Heart is wounded, spirit holds no shine

I have lost faith in love something I haven’t felt for a long time

You’re unfaithful to the One, you claim

No worries, nothing left to gain

You spin a great facade

For this, I must applaud!

Surprised? No!  Not really at all!

Love was genuine and true

Oh! But, you knew, just what to do..

Tear my heart out like you think, I did to you!

Love doesn’t go without pain,

When, your assumptions made the first stain

Soon you will learn,

my love had to be taught and was truly earned

In every love there’s trails, not denials…

Good byes  are not good at all,

Especially, when you’ve hurt the only one that stood tall.

There won’t be any looking back,

For the memories will forever remain for the love you’ve lost

Because, in your perception I was the tainted one…..


And, now her heart can’t find the pieces shattered on the floor

for the love that should of lasted her whole life, for the one she adored.