California Love

January 24, 2015


What a creation….

Four years ago my heart fell in love to a man I once prayed, was from above

I was all in, and there was no poker face

Only to realize my love I gave, was taken in vain

Until the rain…

The storm was bigger, than what I thought I could handle

Until, God saw what had been going on, and provided, Randall.

God, swept in like I’d never seen before, and opened up a new door.

There wasn’t a doubt in my mind, God said, “Enough girl.”

You worked hard to prove your love for man that just didn’t believe

You no longer have to grieve…

Then, the sun walked in on a warm summer night, and I had instantly gave up the fight…

This genuine soul took my hand, and took me into a promise land

Sure, I put up a struggle alright…fought like a true warrior, indeed.

My heart wasn’t done with the bleed…

It took a long time for this man to convince me, that I was worth loving, just as I am…

I wasn’t going to be used, and abuse anymore

So, I let him in…

And I hurt no more.

This man has taught me, that its really okay to be me…

And, now my heart is finally free.

To be appreciated for all my gifts like this…

This last year has been all, about bliss..

What I thought was real love, and what I had fought for, for SO long

God, took time and made me strong

Now I know, without a doubt…

This IS where I really belong.

True love never uses the heart to get something from someone,

As I have learned, by this wonderful man…

NO matter what he really understands.

Just what, God made me for…

A real love I will always adore.



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